Thoughts

My world is going up and down, what should i do my thoughts are running away from me, but i can't catch them. so i stand thoughtless in the world, trying to belief what i have done.
And then it hits me, i am to late to do anything.
And some of the peaple that i have loved, is now gone and out of sight, and i regret not talking to them more, before they vanished from my world.
they made me realise, that you cannot catch your thoughts, they come to you. By living the life that you wanted to live, and they come to you. But always remember the things you were told, and the memorys you had with the people you've lost.

Many people have meet the same fate, that i met not so long ago.
They might have the same thoughts that are going around in my mind, when i sleep. But in the long dark tunnel, there is always a light. it might take some time, but we will be there someday, we just need confront ourself, that they live in us insted of beside us.
Looking down on us from above, approving every move we make.